{"id":71,"date":"2018-11-27T23:41:29","date_gmt":"2018-11-27T22:41:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.wordpress.com\/?p=71"},"modified":"2023-12-19T11:28:29","modified_gmt":"2023-12-19T10:28:29","slug":"instable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2018\/11\/27\/instable\/","title":{"rendered":"Instable"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">J'aimerai \u00eatre normal \nMais la vie me para\u00eet anormale\nC'est comme si je devenais paranormal \n\u00c0 cause de mes souvenirs, que du mal.. \n\nJe suis un tas d'\u00e9motions instables\nTu n'arriveras pas \u00e0 me rendre stable\nCar mes pulsions me guident\nDans un puit, vide\u2026\n\nJe resterai un \u00eatre rempli de questions,\nSur mon bien \u00eatre, cherchant l\u2019\u00e9motion..\nJ\u2019imagine la possibilit\u00e9 d\u2019\u00eatre sauver..\nMais cela n\u2019est qu\u2019un r\u00eave erron\u00e9 \n\nAidez moi, je ne sais plus crier\nAssistez moi, je ne sais plus communiquer\nSoulagez moi, je ne sais plus fonctionner\nSoutenez moi, je ne sais plus me lever\n\n(... je fonctionne \u00e0 nouveau normalement..?) \u201cchuchotement\u201d\n\nPourquoi est-ce une tourmente, en cycle ? \nQu'ai-je fais pour \u00eatre ici ? \nLib\u00e9rez-moi de mon corps souffrant, cassez ce cycle ! \nSortez-moi d'ici ! \n\nMa lumi\u00e8re part et revient continuellement\nMais si une fois je la perds avec remords d\u2019aucun retour en arri\u00e8re\nQue deviendrais-je sans elle?\nMe droguerai-je encore, hant\u00e9 par cette adversaire?\n\nJusqu'au jour o\u00f9 je deviendrai t\u00e9n\u00e8bres..\nSans pouvoir revenir en arri\u00e8re.. \nCela finirait par me mettre \u00e0 l\u2019abri de tout bonheur et de toute lueur..\n\nJe ne suis qu'un cycle de tourmente\nDe lamentation, sans \u00e9motions\nExcept\u00e9 quand je deviens inverse\nMais il est dur de traverser cette averse\nD\u2019instabilit\u00e9, sans aucune clart\u00e9...<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">\u00a9 Anthony Grenier \u2013 27 Novembre 2018<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>J&rsquo;aimerai \u00eatre normal<br \/>\nMais la vie me para\u00eet anormale<br \/>\nC&rsquo;est comme si je devenais paranormal<br \/>\n\u00c0 cause de mes souvenirs, que du mal.. <\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2018\/11\/27\/instable\/\">Je souhaiterai voir la suite!<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Instable<\/span><\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_gspb_post_css":"","_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[23],"class_list":["post-71","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-francais","tag-ecrit","entry"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"trp-custom-language-flag":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"Anthony","author_link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/author\/anthony\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"J'aimerai \u00eatre normal Mais la vie me para\u00eet anormale C'est comme si je devenais paranormal \u00c0 cause de mes souvenirs, que du mal.. Je souhaiterai voir la suite!Instable","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=71"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1102,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71\/revisions\/1102"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=71"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=71"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=71"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}