{"id":513,"date":"2020-04-20T13:21:42","date_gmt":"2020-04-20T12:21:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.wordpress.com\/?p=513"},"modified":"2023-12-19T09:50:14","modified_gmt":"2023-12-19T08:50:14","slug":"who-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2020\/04\/20\/who-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Who Am I"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">I can't kill myself\nI don't know my own self\nWho am I?\nEverything is a lie..\n\nI just want to run away \nLike what I did yesterday\nTaking too much medicine to die\nAnd I can't even do this right!\n\nI know it was the right decision\nYet my mind is hurting my heart and my head\nI hate all of my reactions..\nWhy is it so hard..\n\nI just want you to come back \nYou're not like the others \nBut I know you'll stay back\nAs I was mean to you..\n\nI suffered too\nWhen I thought you'll go \nI was becoming a fool\nBecause of the pain inside me..\n\nI've always failed everything\nIt's so painful to live with my memories\nIf I can even't keep a small thing\nWhy would I succeed with a big one, please..\n\nI know I don\u2019t deserve anything now..\n\nYou were my happiness\nThe one that kept me from drowsiness\nI'm still dreaming of the marriage\nWe wanted to do, despite our age \n\nAre you still thinking of us\nDid you read my last message\nDo you think we'll meet again \nWhat are you doing since then ..\n\nI chose the worst way \nAnd it\u2019s hurting me\n\u2018Cause I remember the good days\nI hate myself so much that I felt on my knees..\n\nI hope you'll come back\nUntil then I'll try to be better\nEven if I know inside it's over \nI just can't admit the word never..\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">\u00a9 Anthony Grenier \u2013 20 Avril 2020<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can&rsquo;t kill myself<br \/>\nI don&rsquo;t know my own self<br \/>\nWho am I?<br \/>\nEverything is a lie..<\/p>\n<p>I just want to run away<br \/>\nLike what I did yesterday<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2020\/04\/20\/who-am-i\/\">Je souhaiterai voir la suite!<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Who Am I<\/span><\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_gspb_post_css":"","_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[23],"class_list":["post-513","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anglais","tag-ecrit","entry"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"trp-custom-language-flag":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"Anthony","author_link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/author\/anthony\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"I can't kill myself I don't know my own self Who am I? Everything is a lie.. I just want to run away Like what I did yesterdayJe souhaiterai voir la suite!Who Am I","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/513","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=513"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/513\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1067,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/513\/revisions\/1067"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=513"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=513"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=513"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}