{"id":342,"date":"2019-03-24T13:51:20","date_gmt":"2019-03-24T12:51:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.wordpress.com\/?p=342"},"modified":"2023-12-19T20:58:59","modified_gmt":"2023-12-19T19:58:59","slug":"deaths-shelf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2019\/03\/24\/deaths-shelf\/","title":{"rendered":"Death&rsquo;s Shelf"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got\r\nDisappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone\r\nForever, never coming back in this annoying world\r\nAll of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..\r\n\r\nIf I wasn't alone, maybe there would be good things in my body\r\nBut I doesn't have any hope left, nobody can give any of its past glory..\r\nWithout one small beam of light enlightening his whole existence\r\nAll things around his life is nothing but silence\r\n\r\nThis path can be dark, rendering me so fragile that I can't fight\r\nA little light inside me try to survive, struggling just to live..\r\nBut my heart is so heavy and tired of being so light..\r\nOnly wandering with the darkest thoughts, on an infinity road trying to thrive..\r\n\r\nMy heart is bleeding from all the pain it got\r\nDisappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone\r\nForever, never coming back in this annoying world\r\nAll of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..\r\n\r\nAm I living without purpose? Am I just becoming worse?\r\nI'm realising that as time goes by, maybe I'll just end myself without saying any goodbye.\r\nAnyway, Death is waiting for some of us, all alone too..Like myself.\r\nSo don't be angry if sometimes, I just want to be his friend and offer him a shelf..\r\n\r\nWith my soul being the charcoal that this entity needs to be complete..\r\nAt least, I know he will take me far away from this horrible place where I can't be me..\r\nI tried to be good yet failed anything I wanted, should I've been worst to succeed?\r\nIf only someone could answer me if trying to be good only gives you a permanent curse..\r\n\r\nMy heart is bleeding from all the pain it got\r\nDisappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone\r\nForever, never coming back in this annoying world\r\nAll of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..\r\n\r\nIn the end, Earth is Hell and Heaven is Death..\r\nFreedom is only earned when the emptiness swallows you after your last breath..\r\nI'm getting sicker of myself, so please don't wait too long\r\nJust come and take my spirit, and create him a beautiful love song..\r\n\r\nI'm happy that I can finally say farewell to you, my soul..\r\nSorry for being so weak, I had so much goals but as none of them grew..\r\nMaybe my only purpose was to be lost, to help this god at any cost..\r\nBut friends..Don't forget I've tried everything to avoid being so exhausted..\r<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">\u00a9 Anthony Grenier \u2013 24 Mars 2019<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got<br \/>\nDisappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone<br \/>\nForever, never coming back in this annoying world<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2019\/03\/24\/deaths-shelf\/\">Je souhaiterai voir la suite!<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Death&rsquo;s Shelf<\/span><\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_gspb_post_css":"","_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[23],"class_list":["post-342","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anglais","tag-ecrit","entry"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"trp-custom-language-flag":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"Anthony","author_link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/author\/anthony\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone Forever, never coming back in this annoying worldJe souhaiterai voir la suite!Death&rsquo;s Shelf","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=342"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1156,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342\/revisions\/1156"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}