{"id":289,"date":"2018-11-27T23:04:41","date_gmt":"2018-11-27T22:04:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.wordpress.com\/?p=49"},"modified":"2023-12-19T11:53:14","modified_gmt":"2023-12-19T10:53:14","slug":"lost-star","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2018\/11\/27\/lost-star\/","title":{"rendered":"Lost Star"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">My old lovely star is now hidden by the sky\r\nOnly shadows remains, shadows from the clouds\r\nWithout your light, nothing can dissipate this crowd..\r\nAll my memories has now lost every of his past ties..\r\n\r\nMaybe all of this was written in my destiny\r\nI\u2019ll just remain what I am, far from the sea\r\nThat you offered me with your eyes, blue like the ocean\r\nNow I\u2019m only far from my past emotions..\r\n\r\nYou can\u2019t lie anymore, as you didn\u2019t fight no more..\r\nWhy did you wanted a ring, to finally run away with your wings..\r\nWe didn\u2019t succeed, we only killed our love\u2019s seed..\r\nIt seems the devil won the war and did its best score..\r\n\r\nDid you really wanted to heal my wounds?\r\nTo bring me far away from my despair..?\r\nLike an angel that kept me out of the hell\u2019s ground..\r\nShould I just disappear once again, alone without any care..?\r\n\r\nYou disappeared from where we lived..\r\nAm I so scary because of my bipolarity?!\r\nI just wanted to be loved, yet I\u2019m only unloved..\r\nFinally unhappy, even if my only wish was to be happy..\r\n\r\nNobody can understand what I feel..\r\nMaybe it\u2019s because of my childhood\u2019s pain..\r\nBut did these years were so unreal..?\r\nI don\u2019t know, but if it wasn\u2019t, then there were lived in vain..\r\n\r\nMy hallucinations are the only things that\u2019ll never change\r\nThe dark seems to be always permanent how strange..\r\nWhen will it be the end? I just need to go elsewhere to mend..\r\nAll your sadness that you gave me, almost giving me some madness..\r\n\r\nI hope I can fix my darkest thoughts invading my mind..\r\nI feel so dumb to cry without any hope and only fears..\r\nAm I just weak to love, that it makes me so blind..\r\nThe only thing I\u2019ll be showing are my soul\u2019s tears..\r<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">\u00a9 Anthony Grenier \u2013 27 Novembre 2018<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My old lovely star is now hidden by the sky<br \/>\nOnly shadows remains, shadows from the clouds<br \/>\nWithout your light, nothing can dissipate this crowd..<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/2018\/11\/27\/lost-star\/\">Je souhaiterai voir la suite!<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Lost Star<\/span><\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_gspb_post_css":"","_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[23],"class_list":["post-289","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anglais","tag-ecrit","entry"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"trp-custom-language-flag":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"Anthony","author_link":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/author\/anthony\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"My old lovely star is now hidden by the sky Only shadows remains, shadows from the clouds Without your light, nothing can dissipate this crowd..Je souhaiterai voir la suite!Lost Star","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/289","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=289"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/289\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1122,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/289\/revisions\/1122"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=289"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=289"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anthonygrenier.be\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=289"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}