My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got
Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone
Forever, never coming back in this annoying world
All of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..
If I wasn't alone, maybe there would be good things in my body
But I doesn't have any hope left, nobody can give any of its past glory..
Without one small beam of light enlightening his whole existence
All things around his life is nothing but silence
This path can be dark, rendering me so fragile that I can't fight
A little light inside me try to survive, struggling just to live..
But my heart is so heavy and tired of being so light..
Only wandering with the darkest thoughts, on an infinity road trying to thrive..
My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got
Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone
Forever, never coming back in this annoying world
All of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..
Am I living without purpose? Am I just becoming worse?
I'm realising that as time goes by, maybe I'll just end myself without saying any goodbye.
Anyway, Death is waiting for some of us, all alone too..Like myself.
So don't be angry if sometimes, I just want to be his friend and offer him a shelf..
With my soul being the charcoal that this entity needs to be complete..
At least, I know he will take me far away from this horrible place where I can't be me..
I tried to be good yet failed anything I wanted, should I've been worst to succeed?
If only someone could answer me if trying to be good only gives you a permanent curse..
My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got
Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone
Forever, never coming back in this annoying world
All of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..
In the end, Earth is Hell and Heaven is Death..
Freedom is only earned when the emptiness swallows you after your last breath..
I'm getting sicker of myself, so please don't wait too long
Just come and take my spirit, and create him a beautiful love song..
I'm happy that I can finally say farewell to you, my soul..
Sorry for being so weak, I had so much goals but as none of them grew..
Maybe my only purpose was to be lost, to help this god at any cost..
But friends..Don't forget I've tried everything to avoid being so exhausted..
You’re watching a fight, on this ring
Between love and hate, two opposites fighting
They want to win the combat, and conquer the heart
Thunder is striking between these two feelings
But these emotions makes the heart falling
The motions are going too fast
For him to stay and watch
This fucking contrast!
Like day and night, they want the moon
Though she’s far, in the sky
They just want to be satisfied
Wanting a treasure on their side
One of them is a wrong feel
Only there to break the shield
Then forgetting the purpose, he got out of control
Breaking all of his vows
Killing the trophy in the process
Losing any success, to win some happiness
Starting to crumble, becoming nothing
Just ashes for their sins
Like day and night, they wanted the moon
Though she left for their rancunes
For wanting her to fill one of their destiny
The sky is now empty, for all eternity
A lie just destroyed my happiness
Saying I was the one in the wrong way
Even if you created my darkness
You’ll never assume it, such a bad day..
Once again, there is no justice
I’m so sick of this injustice
Making me falling, falling..
As he is laughing, laughing..
In the end, living or dying
Are two different things
Yet with the same penalty
It’s a nightmare in a reality
Just stop to run away
Assume what you’ve done
Grow up or you’ll pay
As I’ll be forever gone
Are you only a coward?
You destroyed my mood
Yet you want a reward?!
I don’t owe you something good!
In the end, living or dying
Are two different things
Yet with the same penalty
It’s a nightmare in a reality
Seems the answer was to wait
For them to evolve..so late
I couldn’t do anything
So now, I’m wondering..
If I can break out of the shadows
And know a beautiful life
Or should I give me the final blow
Ending my life with a knife
It’s the tale of someone frail
Who has some kind of charm
Useful yet harmful he must be hale
To prevent him to cause any harm
Like a mirror he is fragile
If it’s broken, he is useless
Because you must be agile
To drive him far from any mess
His body is made of glass
And he shouldn’t be harassed
Because if it was the case
Then he’ll spit your blood without grace
All this red is like his feelings
Spitting everywhere without control
And they’ll never be any healing
Because he don’t have any goal
So choose very carefully
If you don’t want this story
To happen and wound yourself
And become like himself
Don’t worry if you make the wrong choice
Even if someone can break you
Maybe your soul could be repaired with a girl’s voice
That will cast a miracle and fix you with a special glue
I don't know what's love
I fear it's only there to be lost
I'm looking above
To keep me sane at any cost
Above ; are the beautiful stars
In the sky ; they're always true and shining
Relaxing ; they'll make you dream without tears
In the end ; it's just me waiting something
Oh, I just saw a fire illuminating my lonely night
It was beautiful, revealing my true heart
Without any fight, I know it'll be alright
Hopefully helping my soul travelling around the earth
What a strange feeling to have wings
Am I now an angel? Or is it the power of loving
Risking of burning myself with this flame
I'm now one with my space dame
Following ; my lovely sunshine
In the space ; I'm now flying
Restful ; with no fears of failing
Finally ; my spirit is resting
Suddenly, the reality comes back
My heart once again goes black
A key is now lost
In the love space of those who are frost
My old lovely star is now hidden by the sky
Only shadows remains, shadows from the clouds
Without your light, nothing can dissipate this crowd..
All my memories has now lost every of his past ties..
Maybe all of this was written in my destiny
I’ll just remain what I am, far from the sea
That you offered me with your eyes, blue like the ocean
Now I’m only far from my past emotions..
You can’t lie anymore, as you didn’t fight no more..
Why did you wanted a ring, to finally run away with your wings..
We didn’t succeed, we only killed our love’s seed..
It seems the devil won the war and did its best score..
Did you really wanted to heal my wounds?
To bring me far away from my despair..?
Like an angel that kept me out of the hell’s ground..
Should I just disappear once again, alone without any care..?
You disappeared from where we lived..
Am I so scary because of my bipolarity?!
I just wanted to be loved, yet I’m only unloved..
Finally unhappy, even if my only wish was to be happy..
Nobody can understand what I feel..
Maybe it’s because of my childhood’s pain..
But did these years were so unreal..?
I don’t know, but if it wasn’t, then there were lived in vain..
My hallucinations are the only things that’ll never change
The dark seems to be always permanent how strange..
When will it be the end? I just need to go elsewhere to mend..
All your sadness that you gave me, almost giving me some madness..
I hope I can fix my darkest thoughts invading my mind..
I feel so dumb to cry without any hope and only fears..
Am I just weak to love, that it makes me so blind..
The only thing I’ll be showing are my soul’s tears..
You know i had so much respect for you
And you just talked behind my back
I always considered you like a good friend in my flashbacks
We were seeing us once in a year
But my friendship had no frontier
I knew it'll happen one day, far away
Because you already did this in the past
Not as bad with me than others...blast!
THAT'S OVER!
If you continue this way, on your birthday
You'll be alone, just a fucking bone
And you know what?
FUCK THAT
Starting to talk with my ex fiancee
Seeing an opportunity, without impunity
Or thoughts for your girlfriend
Betraying a friend
Just wanting a dick story
Being rejected
And I'm not sorry
Because that's all you deserved
Your girlfriend seemed so nice
I could only taught her your vice
Even if it means the end, just go to hell's end
My vengeance is cold, even more when it's needed
Exceeded, my strength is becoming gold
Now cry, fall guy
Hear my roar that you can't ignore
And die with it, hypocrite!
It’s a ghost ship, sailing on the sea
Quite cheap, not as beautiful to see
Than a beautiful lady who every pirates desires
To have in their miserable time with..some wines
They’re carrying a malediction, forming some kind of seduction
But they’ve got so much sadness, bringing only a barrel of..emptiness?!
“Where is all the alcohol? Oh .. It’s true, it’s useless
Damn it, why are we all skeletons and ghosts!”
“We’re only healed by pain, we’re harsh like cold rain
If only we could drink any bottles, sadly there is none..left
Anyway we don’t have any throat, neither can we pee
It’s an infinity road, where we can’t be free…”
“We are so bored, could we have some awards?
Like seeing if eating some feelings could heal our curse?!
Please someone help us to clear our hesitations and frustrations
About our loneliness in this darkness with the cure!”
“Cap’tain, our wishes has been heard! There is a stranger!”
“Oh really? Time to have some fun, unleashing our angeeeeeer!”
All by himself, he wants to steal their wealth
Not believing the old legend, he follows his obsession
Never thought the specter were true, he adventures in this lieu
“Now we can devour him, finally drinking...pain!”
‘Wha..what was that? What’s happening to me?!’
“It’s not working?! Not healing us?! Is he too disgusting?!”
‘Who are you?! Who the fuck are you all?!
“Well, we’re ghosts and there is some skeletons friends..”
‘Am I becoming mad, I don’t want to end here, it would be so sad..’
“Didn’t you know the story about us? If not, we could discuss!”
“Oh he fainted, he surely wasn’t a saint..
Guess he’s going to die because of his heart, let’s give him a fresh start
What do you say Cap’tain? Don’t say anything, I know your answer in your brain
All humans that died on this boat joined us, like me in the good old past when I was trussed up”
‘Oh, it was a dream!’
“Actually no, it’s a nightmare!”
‘..Ghosts?! My..my corpse! Nooooooooo..!’
“Welcome on board new pair, thank you for your care!”
And that’s the end of this sad tale, where there isn’t any ale
Now you know that bad things can’t reverse back any sins
But they surely understood that sometimes the last best thing you can do
Is accepting all kind of peoples in your crew
Everyone seeks liberty
The dignity of being free
From errors taking all glory
Leaving only hate around humanity
Fight! These bad feelings
Save! Our good things
Prevent! Humanity to be trapped
Give me back my honor
Take down my demons
Conjure my horrors
Who nourished this faction
Take the best option
To capture all tension
Now fly, take your prime
You've got all your time...
Freedom, long time no see
Enlightening me once again
It was an hard fight now it's clear
That I conjured this domain
These decoys thinks I’m a toy
Though I’m sleeping, be far from my sting
I’d advise you to run and pray
If you think I’m just worth a day
Peoples don’t care about feelings
Using me until I can be thrown away
Thinking I’m useless, so much rudeness
Just get out of my way
All of you took me for a fool
Didn’t think I could be cruel
Now I’ll kill them for fuel
To heal my wounds
Too much injustice, I’ll learn you justice
You’re all doomed, to be consumed
I’m no object, you’re all abject
I’ve got projects, to give you respect
Or else the knife will stole your life
Eating your pain in your sight
Wanted to kill my soul and all his goals?
Ah, just kneel and pray for your afterlife
All of you took me for a fool
Didn’t think I could be cruel
Now I’ll kill them for fuel
To heal my wounds
I’m quite a toy because i’ve got no joy
But it’s my liberty, a real anarchy
I'm like the night, black without white
So just run before the departure of the sun
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