Catégorie : Anglais

You were my moon that shared her light
Illuminating my night, soothing my fears
Such a blessing to hear your voice in my ears
But now that you're gone.. Who was right? 

We almost shared identical views 
Except on a few subjects, like drug usage
I was honest so why judging me? You knew!
While I never cared about your age..

Maybe I was a fool but I fueled your fire
Our love could have been fused into a sapphire
Instead imbalance took its way in one day
Breaking the harmony like if I was a prey..

While unveiling your real persona
Is it mature to destroy our nirvana
Only because of your past’s trauma
That created that useless drama!

Why is it always a struggle
To keep our hearts out of trouble
Finding a dance for your soul
Should be easy with love’s role

Without any glimpse at each other’s eyes
We broke to prevent further cries
Was it always fated to end?  
Was there any chances to transcend?

Maybe your nightmares held the answer
That I would not be your final dancer
Even if my dreams are proved to be false
I assure you that it won’t be my fall

Can I ask you what gain have you had?
To use my private demons against me?
That pain only woke my sadness
About the way of our world’s madness

That’s why it’s so challenging to quit
And improve our own energy’s core
We need to embrace our past’s chore
To kindle the radiance of our spirit

© Anthony Grenier – 27 Août 2023

There were so many days
Of crying, suffering..
Not counting all the years
Of trying without smiling

Falling, failing but still standing
On your way for success 
Supported by your friends 
Until the end, and finally be mend

Love is protecting your heart
From dying into the abyss
Keeping all your best memories
To fight up against the dark 

It’s over now,
My dear soul
Hear my vow,
And like the moon, be full..

Once again. 

There are many days
Of crying, laughing..
Enjoying all the years
Of smiling without trying

Even if the fiend returns
To knock at my heart’s door 
Be sure I’ll accept my turn
Though he won’t devour my soul 

It’s a part of me, wandering
With the same old anger and sadness..
Why would I reject him? He’s only bleeding..
It’s different now. I’ve got enough happiness..

For both of us.

© Anthony Grenier – 04 Septembre 2022

I can't kill myself
I don't know my own self
Who am I?
Everything is a lie..

I just want to run away 
Like what I did yesterday
Taking too much medicine to die
And I can't even do this right!

I know it was the right decision
Yet my mind is hurting my heart and my head
I hate all of my reactions..
Why is it so hard..

I just want you to come back 
You're not like the others 
But I know you'll stay back
As I was mean to you..

I suffered too
When I thought you'll go 
I was becoming a fool
Because of the pain inside me..

I've always failed everything
It's so painful to live with my memories
If I can even't keep a small thing
Why would I succeed with a big one, please..

I know I don’t deserve anything now..

You were my happiness
The one that kept me from drowsiness
I'm still dreaming of the marriage
We wanted to do, despite our age 

Are you still thinking of us
Did you read my last message
Do you think we'll meet again 
What are you doing since then ..

I chose the worst way 
And it’s hurting me
‘Cause I remember the good days
I hate myself so much that I felt on my knees..

I hope you'll come back
Until then I'll try to be better
Even if I know inside it's over 
I just can't admit the word never..

© Anthony Grenier – 20 Avril 2020

Your mind loves to beg for perfection
Always trying to have some attraction
You could view it as an addiction
Yet is it really a malediction?

Maybe it is only a game of seduction
To have these girls saying you’re charming
But they’ll only views you as a temptation
To accomplish what they’re feeling

They’ll make you feel like an object
As you’re nothing for them but a target
They’ll always say: “Stay calm and play”
Be on your guards, or they’ll make you pay

It surely sounds so appealing to you
They now controls your body
Because they own your desires too
You’re now on the process of being a nobody

But as you only wanted attention
You let down your thoughts for excitation
They drained your energy
And took your heart after a surgery

They’ll make you feel like an object
As you’re nothing for them but a target
They’ll always say: “Stay calm and play”
Be on your guards, or they’ll make you pay

Now you feel like being in an abyss
I told you, it was more miss than hit
It always starts with a kiss
And ends with a bite

It always starts with a lovely kiss
To send you into an abyss
And now you’re trapped
As your spirit has been kidnapped

You’re now only an object
And far from being a target
They’ll say nothing at all
As they stole your soul

© Anthony Grenier – 04 Juillet 2019

How many times; have you tried..
To reach the sun, yet failing again this ride
Burning you to death, with no places to flight to
You found shelter on a darker side
KEEPING YOUR AGONY INSIDE

Laugh to cover your pain
On your face, in front of your friends
As you’re colder than the rain
It’s better to hide the fiend

What’s the point of searching warmness
When you know you’ll always burn
Isn’t it better to stay in the darkness
Bleeding and waiting for your turn..

If only the wound was superficial
But I think your heart is too jaded
And it’s becoming more official
As your whole existence begins to fade 

How many times; have you tried..
To reach the sun, yet failing again this ride
Burning you to death, with no places to flight to
You found shelter on a darker side
KEEPING YOUR AGONY INSIDE

You don’t live, but only survive
In this cold world, you must thrive
By never giving up the gift
That could be the sun for your heart’s rift

And like a tornado on a field
You must destroy any foes
Be it darkness, wounds or whores
Your will must be stronger than any shields

© Anthony Grenier – 24 Juin 2019

Run away from my life
Stay away of my heart
Keep your curse and your knife
I'll seal you before anything starts

I don't know what I'm feeling
But humans are so complicated
So I'm just going far away, running
From these things before being frustrated

I thought we had so much in common
Sadly, it seems you don't care anymore
I knew that if our meeting was so uncommon
That it'll end with me feeling like a whore

Run away from my life
Stay away of my heart
Keep your curse and your knife
I'll seal you before anything starts

It's hard for me as I don't understand myself
As well as everything happening in my body
Maybe I cared, but just in case, I'll stay away from yourself
Protecting me from any possible wounds I could have from somebody...

Like you! 
I don't want to get through this again
With the fear of breaking my mind in two
To only lose my gain in vain for some pain..

Run away from my life
Stay away of my heart
Keep your curse and your knife
I'll seal you before anything starts

You know what..Just run away from me
Too much cuts wounded my heart
Gimme your curse and your knife
I'll save you and end it before anything starts

© Anthony Grenier – 30 Avril 2019

I just want to hide my feelings
I'm not strong enough to feel things
It's like drowning in the sea
Because too much peoples broke me..

I wanted to believe in human
But I'm just a man..
Why would I deserve greatness?
After all, I'm just a mess..

Love, did you really want me?
Then why were you so bad..?
Maybe I wasn't worthy to be free from my curse..
You're just making me sad and only worse..

Seems I can't hide anymore
Can't fake no more
My destiny is to be drowned
Useful, as it doesn't need any wound

(My time is up..)

Thank you, lovely curse
I just needed a reason to end myself
Now I know I can disappear from yourself..
I'm just on my way to freedom with my hearse...

© Anthony Grenier – 14 Avril 2019

Honestly, I don’t understand some humans
Always complaining without asking themselves the right question
What? Not listening to me because I’m not one of your parents?
Please, wait and let me explain my own opinion

I want to talk about these peoples who are in the excess
Always to beg everyone’s money to buy what’s their wishes
Ignoring the foundation of life or any interaction with your future wife
As well as forgetting your friends and nature for illusional things created for our pleasure

Do you remember our mother, Earth?
Without her, our souls would be so lonely
She gave us the opportunity of having dreams
While vibrating life in all of our bodies, what a fantasy!

Should I continue about how they put feelings under technology?
Missing such beautiful natural creations making you alive for a TV?
Being useful isn’t enough to be used as an apology
Unless your feets stays on the ground and adopt it as a utility

In the end, don’t be an idiot and be smart about your choices
Don’t forget the essence of life, listen to your inner voices
Never deprive yourself from good memories
Just to spend some of your economies..

For immaterial objects ignoring what’s real

© Anthony Grenier – 26 Mars 2019

Is losing my values temporary?
Where is my glory?
All this pain in my heart..
This disease where i'm trapped..

Just stole my senses!
Scattering my body into pieces!
Evaporating all warmness from my corpse..
Now freezing on the edge of this endless darkness..

My soul is lost, wandering for his light
Though lightness is only a legend in this long night
No one ever saw a glint of this imaginary gift
That could come from some rifts

Is it only a dream of a past fight or have all you forgotten your memories?
Am I the only one that remembers? Or am I a fool..
I need a beam of might, to prevent any doubts about our injuries
And dangers we all crossed in this pool..

Of lost values and feelings torturing us eternally

My soul is lost, wandering for his light
Though lightness is only a legend in this long night
No one ever saw a glint of this imaginary gift
That could come from some rifts

This story was about a spirit that lost everything about his youth
Yet kept having flashbacks about the truth
Even if he was hesitant about the existence of this light
Being lost without any certainty rendered him curious if he could cure the night

© Anthony Grenier – 26 Mars 2019