A lonely mind standing on the edge Disturbing the vision of today’s life Because of the lack of knowledge That wraps you in constant strife
Being lost in widespread apathy While spreading positivity Creates a sense of injustice For someone fighting for justice
Sensitivity gives you the best flexibility To answer others' lack of empathy Vulnerability doesn’t weaken your ability But improves your capacity for humility
The scars from your past evoke dread Yet you do not pose any threat They wish for you to only carry regrets When all you seek is simple respect
Your wish is to be as fleeting as a leaf Flying apart from the world without any adversity Sealing all the pain and endless grief Becoming part of our world’s beauty
Seeking life’s eternal wheel That covers all possible dreams You decide to give your soul’s zeal To create hope from your spirit’s gleam
You were my moon that shared her light Illuminating my night, soothing my fears Such a blessing to hear your voice in my ears But now that you're gone… Who was right?
We almost shared identical views Except on a few subjects, like drug use I was honest, so why judge me? You knew While I never cared about your age and insecurities
Maybe I was a fool, but I fuelled your fire Our love could have been fused into a sapphire Instead, imbalance took its way in one day Breaking the harmony as if I were prey…
While unveiling your real persona Is it mature to destroy our nirvana Only because of your past trauma Which created such useless drama!
Why is it always a struggle To keep our hearts out of trouble Finding a dance for your soul Should be easy with love’s role
Without a single glance into each other’s eyes We broke to prevent further cries Was it always fated to end? Was there any chance to transcend?
Maybe your nightmares held the answer That I would not be your final dancer Even if my dreams are proven false I assure you that it won’t be my fall
Can I ask you what you gained? To use my private demons against me? That pain only woke my sadness About the way of our world’s madness!
That’s why it’s so challenging to quit And heal our wounds to live and last 'cause we need to embrace the burden of our past To kindle the radiance of our spirit
There were so many days
Of crying, suffering..
Not counting all the years
Of trying without smiling
Falling, failing but still standing
On your way for success
Supported by your friends
Until the end, and finally be mend
Love is protecting your heart
From dying into the abyss
Keeping all your best memories
To fight up against the dark
It’s over now,
My dear soul
Hear my vow,
And like the moon, be full..
Once again.
There are many days
Of crying, laughing..
Enjoying all the years
Of smiling without trying
Even if the fiend returns
To knock at my heart’s door
Be sure I’ll accept my turn
Though he won’t devour my soul
It’s a part of me, wandering
With the same old anger and sadness..
Why would I reject him? He’s only bleeding..
It’s different now. I’ve got enough happiness..
For both of us.
I can't kill myself
I don't know my own self
Who am I?
Everything is a lie..
I just want to run away
Like what I did yesterday
Taking too much medicine to die
And I can't even do this right!
I know it was the right decision
Yet my mind is hurting my heart and my head
I hate all of my reactions..
Why is it so hard..
I just want you to come back
You're not like the others
But I know you'll stay back
As I was mean to you..
I suffered too
When I thought you'll go
I was becoming a fool
Because of the pain inside me..
I've always failed everything
It's so painful to live with my memories
If I can even't keep a small thing
Why would I succeed with a big one, please..
I know I don’t deserve anything now..
You were my happiness
The one that kept me from drowsiness
I'm still dreaming of the marriage
We wanted to do, despite our age
Are you still thinking of us
Did you read my last message
Do you think we'll meet again
What are you doing since then ..
I chose the worst way
And it’s hurting me
‘Cause I remember the good days
I hate myself so much that I felt on my knees..
I hope you'll come back
Until then I'll try to be better
Even if I know inside it's over
I just can't admit the word never..
Your mind loves to beg for perfection
Always trying to have some attraction
You could view it as an addiction
Yet is it really a malediction?
Maybe it is only a game of seduction
To have these girls saying you’re charming
But they’ll only views you as a temptation
To accomplish what they’re feeling
They’ll make you feel like an object
As you’re nothing for them but a target
They’ll always say: “Stay calm and play”
Be on your guards, or they’ll make you pay
It surely sounds so appealing to you
They now controls your body
Because they own your desires too
You’re now on the process of being a nobody
But as you only wanted attention
You let down your thoughts for excitation
They drained your energy
And took your heart after a surgery
They’ll make you feel like an object
As you’re nothing for them but a target
They’ll always say: “Stay calm and play”
Be on your guards, or they’ll make you pay
Now you feel like being in an abyss
I told you, it was more miss than hit
It always starts with a kiss
And ends with a bite
It always starts with a lovely kiss
To send you into an abyss
And now you’re trapped
As your spirit has been kidnapped
You’re now only an object
And far from being a target
They’ll say nothing at all
As they stole your soul
How many times; have you tried..
To reach the sun, yet failing again this ride
Burning you to death, with no places to flight to
You found shelter on a darker side
KEEPING YOUR AGONY INSIDE
Laugh to cover your pain
On your face, in front of your friends
As you’re colder than the rain
It’s better to hide the fiend
What’s the point of searching warmness
When you know you’ll always burn
Isn’t it better to stay in the darkness
Bleeding and waiting for your turn..
If only the wound was superficial
But I think your heart is too jaded
And it’s becoming more official
As your whole existence begins to fade
How many times; have you tried..
To reach the sun, yet failing again this ride
Burning you to death, with no places to flight to
You found shelter on a darker side
KEEPING YOUR AGONY INSIDE
You don’t live, but only survive
In this cold world, you must thrive
By never giving up the gift
That could be the sun for your heart’s rift
And like a tornado on a field
You must destroy any foes
Be it darkness, wounds or whores
Your will must be stronger than any shields
Run away from my life
Stay away of my heart
Keep your curse and your knife
I'll seal you before anything starts
I don't know what I'm feeling
But humans are so complicated
So I'm just going far away, running
From these things before being frustrated
I thought we had so much in common
Sadly, it seems you don't care anymore
I knew that if our meeting was so uncommon
That it'll end with me feeling like a whore
Run away from my life
Stay away of my heart
Keep your curse and your knife
I'll seal you before anything starts
It's hard for me as I don't understand myself
As well as everything happening in my body
Maybe I cared, but just in case, I'll stay away from yourself
Protecting me from any possible wounds I could have from somebody...
Like you!
I don't want to get through this again
With the fear of breaking my mind in two
To only lose my gain in vain for some pain..
Run away from my life
Stay away of my heart
Keep your curse and your knife
I'll seal you before anything starts
You know what..Just run away from me
Too much cuts wounded my heart
Gimme your curse and your knife
I'll save you and end it before anything starts
I just want to hide my feelings
I'm not strong enough to feel things
It's like drowning in the sea
Because too much peoples broke me..
I wanted to believe in human
But I'm just a man..
Why would I deserve greatness?
After all, I'm just a mess..
Love, did you really want me?
Then why were you so bad..?
Maybe I wasn't worthy to be free from my curse..
You're just making me sad and only worse..
Seems I can't hide anymore
Can't fake no more
My destiny is to be drowned
Useful, as it doesn't need any wound
(My time is up..)
Thank you, lovely curse
I just needed a reason to end myself
Now I know I can disappear from yourself..
I'm just on my way to freedom with my hearse...
Honestly, I don’t understand some humans
Always complaining without asking themselves the right question
What? Not listening to me because I’m not one of your parents?
Please, wait and let me explain my own opinion
I want to talk about these peoples who are in the excess
Always to beg everyone’s money to buy what’s their wishes
Ignoring the foundation of life or any interaction with your future wife
As well as forgetting your friends and nature for illusional things created for our pleasure
Do you remember our mother, Earth?
Without her, our souls would be so lonely
She gave us the opportunity of having dreams
While vibrating life in all of our bodies, what a fantasy!
Should I continue about how they put feelings under technology?
Missing such beautiful natural creations making you alive for a TV?
Being useful isn’t enough to be used as an apology
Unless your feets stays on the ground and adopt it as a utility
In the end, don’t be an idiot and be smart about your choices
Don’t forget the essence of life, listen to your inner voices
Never deprive yourself from good memories
Just to spend some of your economies..
For immaterial objects ignoring what’s real
Is losing my values temporary?
Where is my glory?
All this pain in my heart..
This disease where i'm trapped..
Just stole my senses!
Scattering my body into pieces!
Evaporating all warmness from my corpse..
Now freezing on the edge of this endless darkness..
My soul is lost, wandering for his light
Though lightness is only a legend in this long night
No one ever saw a glint of this imaginary gift
That could come from some rifts
Is it only a dream of a past fight or have all you forgotten your memories?
Am I the only one that remembers? Or am I a fool..
I need a beam of might, to prevent any doubts about our injuries
And dangers we all crossed in this pool..
Of lost values and feelings torturing us eternally
My soul is lost, wandering for his light
Though lightness is only a legend in this long night
No one ever saw a glint of this imaginary gift
That could come from some rifts
This story was about a spirit that lost everything about his youth
Yet kept having flashbacks about the truth
Even if he was hesitant about the existence of this light
Being lost without any certainty rendered him curious if he could cure the night
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