Death’s Shelf

Mis à jour le 19/12/2023

My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got
Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone
Forever, never coming back in this annoying world
All of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..

If I wasn't alone, maybe there would be good things in my body
But I doesn't have any hope left, nobody can give any of its past glory..
Without one small beam of light enlightening his whole existence
All things around his life is nothing but silence

This path can be dark, rendering me so fragile that I can't fight
A little light inside me try to survive, struggling just to live..
But my heart is so heavy and tired of being so light..
Only wandering with the darkest thoughts, on an infinity road trying to thrive..

My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got
Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone
Forever, never coming back in this annoying world
All of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..

Am I living without purpose? Am I just becoming worse?
I'm realising that as time goes by, maybe I'll just end myself without saying any goodbye.
Anyway, Death is waiting for some of us, all alone too..Like myself.
So don't be angry if sometimes, I just want to be his friend and offer him a shelf..

With my soul being the charcoal that this entity needs to be complete..
At least, I know he will take me far away from this horrible place where I can't be me..
I tried to be good yet failed anything I wanted, should I've been worst to succeed?
If only someone could answer me if trying to be good only gives you a permanent curse..

My heart is bleeding from all the pain it got
Disappearing is its only wish ; just to be gone
Forever, never coming back in this annoying world
All of my feelings are too strong that they're just all unfolding..

In the end, Earth is Hell and Heaven is Death..
Freedom is only earned when the emptiness swallows you after your last breath..
I'm getting sicker of myself, so please don't wait too long
Just come and take my spirit, and create him a beautiful love song..

I'm happy that I can finally say farewell to you, my soul..
Sorry for being so weak, I had so much goals but as none of them grew..
Maybe my only purpose was to be lost, to help this god at any cost..
But friends..Don't forget I've tried everything to avoid being so exhausted..

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© Anthony Grenier – 24 Mars 2019